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Sunday, November 28, 2004
.: aura 777 :.




when a close friend ask me "why 7?" .. i was kinda startled.. and i just dunt know how to explain it..
she continued the conversation and told me that she love the number too.. some of her reasons..

- ada 7 warna pelangi..
- ada 7 petala langit..
- ada 7 wonders of the world


just love the way she figure things out.. hmmm

so here for the first time.. i'll explain why 7..

watched a movie.. "where the heart is" few years back.. time hari ibu kalau tak silap.. just love the movie.. it was based upon the novel by Billie Letts.

so since that i tried to find the novel...

a quote from the "where the heart is" novel -
"[Novalee is] seventeen, seven months pregnant, thirty-seven pounds overweight--and superstitious about sevens.... For most people, sevens were lucky. But not for her."


but that number has been changed to five in the movie, for some logical reasons maybe.. i dont know

so i have to admit that the idea of 7 that kinda similiar to me came from the novel

for me.. i just love the number.. but maybe 7 just not my number hehe... neither lucky nor unlucky.. so let put it this way.. my interest in sevens were all about how i look at the "things" that had happened to me that lead to who i am the way i am today.. some of the "things" were...

- i am the 7th child to my parents.. the youngest one.. but actually i'm the 8th child for both of my parents haha.. tho sumtimes i'm kindda confuse with the siblings numbering but no matter what i truly love my family

- in the year of 1987 ..i was 7 years old .. i was diagnosed with kidney failure. Due to the early detection.. it was cured after nearly a year of medication and years of pantang larang...

- I lost my beloved grandad on 21st July 1992 and my beloved dad on 26th July 1996..

- my car plate number starts with 77##.. but there were many times where relatives and friends told me that my plate number "tak seswai lah!" .. sad but true.. they were kinda rite.. especially lately... heheh


ada lagi ekceli.. but sket je lah citer hehe... so apa yg lebih important.. how to deal with the "things".. to face the fear and possibilities.. how to let go of the suffering.. to protect the heart from further hurt...Opening the heart and soul to live life as fully as possible... roger n out!



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Wednesday, November 24, 2004
.: iklan cincin :.



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hehe tangan kiri yg bercincin di atas tu bukan la tangan tuan umah.. sbb tak cukup kriteria kelidian.. wakekeke... model iklan cincin di atas telah menandatangani kontrak utk menjadi duta cincin selama 7 hari 7 jam 7 menet.. antara tugasanya membantu tukang paip membaiki paip.. serta menjadi jurucakap cincin yg tak dapat berkata kata..


persoalannya sekarang.. what is the ring concept?..
a tradition? fashion? satu budaya? a 'sign'? commitment? bla.. bla .. bla...







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nk post mende tah.. sejak2 lepas raya ni.. blank je otak kepala.. hehehe
i'm de thinking.. i'm de thinking (pengaruh cik seri pagi)...

buat sementara waktu.. nikmatilah lagu tema "bow wrong car card two are!"
akekeke...

thanx buat yg mengetuk otakku bertanyakan cemana nk insert audio dlm blog..
so kenala diri sendiri cuba b4 nk ngajo org.. eheks!...



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Wednesday, November 10, 2004
.: raya? raya? raya? :.



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eh! dok aih lum raya lagi.... sok baru nk deepavali.. abis? pe hal yg kalut buat ketupat ni?

emm aaa.. ini adalah di atas permintaan my bro minta mak buat ketupat .. .. coz his eldest son scored 5A's in UPSR unexpectedly.. ekekek... tapi.. ketupat? ngeh ngeh ngeh..

anyway..syukur both of my genious with extra macho but somehow 3 suku nephews did great in their UPSR.




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Monday, November 08, 2004
.: love me for a reason [part 2] :.



Only Time can tell - Sunday November 7, 2004 [The Star]





ONCE upon a time, there was an island where all the human emotions and desires lived ? Happiness, Sadness, Vanity, Knowledge and all the others, including Love.

One day there was an announcement that the island would soon sink. So everyone flew to his own vessel and prepared to sail away.

Love wanted to persevere until the last possible moment. But when the island was almost submerged in water, he had to seek help.

Wealth was passing by in a grand boat, so he called out: "Can you take me with you?"

"No, I can't," Wealth replied. "There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you."

Love turned to Vanity, who was also passing by, in a beautiful vessel: "Please help me!"

"I can't. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity said.

Sadness was close by, so Love called out: "Let me go with you, please."

"Oh, Love, I am so sad I need to be by myself!"

Happiness passed by Love too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear Love calling.

Suddenly, a voice rang out, "Come Love, I will take you."

It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that he forgot to ask him his name. When they finally arrived on dry land, the elder went his own way.

Love, who realised the debt he owed, asked Knowledge, another elder: "Who was that?"

"It was Time."

"Time? But why did he help me?"

Knowledge smiled, then said: "Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is."

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spare some time for those you love.. whenever they need you.. and give them.. all the time they need.. whenever they need to be alone..

hmm.. happy birthday to one of my sister today.. celebrating her.. ummm.. aaaa...her 31st b'day.. we used to fight during my childhood.. .. but today.. she's my shoulder to cry on.. and i am her shoulder to cry on.. only time can tell when we will realize and appreciate the love that we have around us..






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.: love me for a reason [part 1] :.



Something about this article really pulled my attention... and if course its a fiction but somehow this article really got me thinking..

Why love is blind - Sunday November 7, 2004 [The Star]




A LONG time ago, before the world was created and humans could set foot on it, virtues and vices floated around, not quite knowing what to do. One day, all of them were gathered together, and feeling more bored than ever.

Suddenly, Ingenious came up with an idea: "Let's play hide-and-seek!?" Everyone liked the idea and immediately, Madness shouted: "I want to count, I want to count!"

Since nobody was crazy enough to want to seek Madness, all the others agreed. Madness leaned against a tree and started counting, "One, two, three ..."

As Madness counted, the vices and virtues ran off to look for places in which to hide.

Tenderness hung itself on the horn of the moon, while Treason hid in a pile of garbage.

Fondness curled up between the clouds and Passion went to the centre of the earth.

Lie said that it would hide under a stone, but hid at the bottom of the lake instead, whilst Avarice entered a sack that he ended up breaking.

Madness continued to shout out: "... 79, 80, 81..." By then, all the vices and virtues were well hidden, except for Love. Fickle as Love is, he could not decide where to hide. And this should not surprise us, because we all know how difficult it is to hide Love.

Madness counted, "... 95, 96, 97 ..."

Just when he got to 100, Love jumped into a rose bush. Madness turned around and shouted: "I'm coming, I'm coming!"

Laziness was the first to be found, because he did not have the energy to hide. Then Madness spotted Tenderness in the horn of the moon, Lie at the bottom of the lake, and Passion at the centre of the earth.

One by one, Madness found them all, except for Love. He was getting desperate. Envious of Love, Envy whispered to Madness, "He is in the rose bush."

Madness grabbed a wooden pitch fork and stabbed wildly at the bush. He jabbed and stabbed until a heartbreaking cry made him stop.

Love appeared from the bush, with both hands covering his face. Blood oozed from his eyes and trickled down his fingers. Madness had stabbed out Love's eyes with his pitch fork.

"What have I done? What have I done?" Madness screamed. "I have blinded you! How can I repair the damage?"

Love answered: "You cannot repair my eyes. But if you really want to do something for me, you can be my guide."

And so it came about that from that day on, Love is blind and is always accompanied by Madness

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when we talk about love.. most of us will jump into a conculsion that love is all about man an woman.. hmm..

actually i wasnt in good mood at the moment.. but since i read this article last nite.. somehow.. it brought my attention to something that I had never realized before..

when love is blind.. it is always accompanied by madness.. and i dont know if i could ever handle such kind of love...

i'm glad thad i have a family and few people around me that love me for a reason.. (maybe..) and love me for a lifetime.. i believe that sumone is in my life for a reason, they will assist me through a difficulty, give me guidance and support, to aid me outwardly or inwardly, emotionally and spiritually.. when i was caught in a deep trouble.. and expected to get scolded and punished.. but.. all that i get.. was a pat on shoulder and a hug.. telling me.. "that's OK.." "everything will be just fine.." "we love you.." ..."get some rest.. we'll talk about this later".. hmmm... Thank god that that i have them in my life..

but somehow guilt is still manipulating me for my wrongdoing.. *sigh*..




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Monday, November 01, 2004
.: the 'peace sign' :.




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found this pic inside my images folder..
maybe my eldest niece took the pic..
gezz.. she is much more skeleton than i am..


so.. what about the 'peace sign'
who invented it? what does the real meaning of the sign? vgbcxxzsaedfcccc fftftfxcxwzev ffffcxxzyf htyxtftr5ttff frcttfgt
ffttttdtdxvxtetvafgafvtavsedte gywtwegbyegydygdgbvnm
(sampai sign je ayat di atas.. selebihnya tu anak sedara ku nk belajar menaip..)

tru my past reading..the 2 finger sign forming a 'V' ni ada memacam interpretation nya.. +'ve and -'ve..
ada yg argue relevant ke sign tu?

Churchill once said that the 'V' sign stood for victory.. BUT.. secara logicnya.. bila ada victory.. that means ada losernya.. so adakah maknanya when there is victory.. there is peace!! hmmm..

dan sekarang ada new 'peace sign' yg cuba dipopularkan.. the WOW sign.. from 2 fingers we make it to 3.. forming a 'W' that stood for 'Wish Only Well' fvgghtredfwSQSDADSAAR EWQASDXZXV X ZSXSDxfsswygfre
gfgffd rrrressrdr45r
... peace.. hope.. and goodwill..

so.. today we have a choice! "V" or "W".. but whatever 'peace sign' we have.. sure.. it must come form the bottom of our heart..




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